my great mistake

oct 12, 1989 .. my mom gave me birth ..
she is the reason why i was here ..
she is the reason i am Living ..
i was the first daughter and grand daughter on my father side ..
i was the baby of all at that time ..
so what i want is what i get ..
my mom was so proud of me, because when i was LittLe i was so active at school ..
so cLumsy and taLkative, she Loves me so much and i know that ..

there was a time that i get mad at her because of some serious probLem ..
but i already forgive her .. kahet na matigas uLo q at Lage aqng pinapagaLitan mahaL na mahaL co ang mama co .. pero dumating un tym na kasama q BF q .. plan q talaga umuwi nun kaso gabi, kung nde lng nalate ung bf q .. that time i was choosing .. pinapauwi na q ni mama nun at galet a galet na xa pero i stayed at my BF's side at nag over nyt with him at my friends house .. pati xa tineqx na ni mama pero inignore nia ren .. prang nun tym na un namiLi aq between my mom or my guy .. that time dun q nalaman na my cancer c mama .. nde ko alam kung sadyang manhid ba q or walang pakialam .. parang binaliwala q ung time na un na cnabi saken ni mama un .. she was worried about me tapos aq parang walang pakialam .. auko naman umalis sa tabi nan taong mahal q dahil minsan lng din kame magkasama .. at complicated din ung sitwasyon namen .. after dat night it was my other friend bday celebration at enchanted kingdom .. sumama kame nan mahal q then andun kapatid q at pinapauwi na q .. sabi q "sige uuwi aq after dis" kaso dat day nag overnught ulet kame sa haus nan frend q (with my bro na) kc nga bday .. cnulit na namen kahet galet na parents namen .. 2 days aqng nde umuwi sa bahay, pero parang di q pinagsisihan un dahil masaya naman aq (kc kasama q BF q ..xD) pagkauwe .. as usual, GROUNDED .. :)) at nde aq kinakausap nan both parents q at higit sa Lahat nde na q sinuportahan sa study nan tita q .. well .. that's my consequences ..

cguro un na ang biggest mistake na nagawa q sa mama q na nde q makakalimutan .. nung tym na sobrang nanghihina na cia at before xa namatay .. halos di aq natulog para alagaan xa dahil sobrang daming dugo na nalabas sa knia at aq ang naglilinis nun .. un na cguro ung huling pagseserve q saknia at kabayaran sa kasalanan q .. kung tutuusin kulang pa un para sa lahat ng nagawa q ..

i write this bLog nde para magmalake .. gusto q lng ishare ung pagkakamali q na sobrang pnagsisisihan q .. ngaun wala na mama q, andaming nagbagu .. xempre la ng nag aasikaso samen, la na kong kabiruan, la na kong nasasabhan nan secret, la na q kasama gumimik, la na q bestfrend ..

SORRY MAMA ! i LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! =c

BEST HiPHOP DRESSER

BEST HiPHOP DRESSER

Last March 07, 2009, Audition Dance Battle philippines with xpLay crews has an event introducing the Audition Season 2 .. and meron cLang Best HipHop Dresser contest .. aLL the contestant wiLL ramp at the stage make a pose and do their own moves as the audience choose their choice by texting .. and i, christine a.k.a -B-szwitChiQ is one of the contestant in that fashionista event which is .. uhmmm .. wat we caLL "BiGLAAN" why ? ksi ganito un .. when my tatay gabLet see my attire he Look at me head to foot then he said "paregister qa nua dun" i was shocked and dont expect those words .. LOL ! kc actuaLLy kasaLi taLaga dapat aqu pero nagquit aqu kc uaLa aqu panggastos for the costume .. nung nagpunta aqu event i was wearing my voLLeybaLL jersey, a pink cap, Loose pants, and rubber shoes .. nde naman aqu prepared sa mga ganun event .. wahahaha ! due to "kakapaLan nan mukha" at waLa naman mwawaLa saken kung itatry qu .. sumaLi nua din aqu ..

here is the video nung rumampa aqu ..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UkC95ji4wg

then when me and my BFF (-B-szwitGurL) was eating at mcdo .. naguLat aqu sumwun was caLLing my ign " -B-szwitChiQ ! -B-szwitChiQ ! -B-szwitChiQ !" sabi qu "anu un ?" rush mode aqu papunta sa stage then guLat aqu .. waLeLe .. im the WiNNER .. wahahaha ! akaLain mu sa bgLaan nua un nanaLo pa qu .. LOL !

and here is my prize .. 30 days wing and 1k EP


so hanggang dito nua Lan .. wat a achievement .. :D

argh .. i have no tym for my bLog ..

nde nua tuLoy aqu nakakapagsuLat bout sa mga happenings ..

dami nua nangyare ..

kapagud nua den .. haisz ..

btw, iLL write if i have much tym ..

etoh muna sa ngaun ..

TSEB FOREVER

ii once meet a speciaL girL ..
and decided to make friends with her ..
speciaL ? bqet nga ba cia naging speciaL ?
wenever im with her ii feeL so comfy ..
parang Lahat nan prob qu naLiLimutan qu ..
sya nua Lan ata an tanging tao nua nakakaintndi sakin ..

who is this girL ?
Let me introduce her ..

NAME : Loralie Buenconcejo Sevilla

iGN : -B--coldF-

LittLe about you

Im not so EMO...my actions are unpredictable. Actually good in solving others' probs..while i can't even solve mine wahahha xD but i enjoy being with my friends' company =)

Panu mu nakiLaLa c tintin a.k.a sakura ?

audi =)

How do you make friends with her ?

i dont knw...spoke to her..i feel comfy sknya kgd...

May simiLarities ba kaung 2 ?

naman =)

Message to her

weee...tseb..di ko alam kung bkt npka comfy ko sau khit nung una pa...i knw theres something bet. us two =) bsta andito lng ako plgue..ill try my very best to help u and give u comfort and support u in all things u do ...LOVE YOU!

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nakiLaLa qu cia because of a guy named Alvin Eric Dela Cruz .. as i remember copoL cia nun tapos im a bit jeLous kcii crush qu un .. LOL then may something din kasi .. nung kinasaL cLa sa audi i message her "take care of aLvin" hahahaha .. katuwa amp ..

after a few of months we get to know each other again sisnce sumaLi cia nan babies cLub .. i approach her to be my friend then she said yes .. sabi nia matagaL nua daw nia qu want maging friend di nia aLam kung baket .. hahaha ..

"TSEB" baLigtarin niu "BEST" at di aqu nagkamaLi nua tnawag qu saknia eun .. because for me she is the best taLaga .. uaLa nua ata aqu makikita nua katuLad nia .. she is the onLy one that can understand me ,, hinde cia ung tipong judgementaL ..

pag nakakausap qu cia Lahat nan saket nua nararamdaman qu nawawaLa .. mea mea magtatawanan at magbibiruan kame .. cia Lan ung nakakapagpagaan nan Loob qu kahet maLayo cia saken pakiramdam qu anjan Lan cia sa tabi qu ..



*** sorii for the post .. xD nde qu aLam kung anu mga sasabihin qu .. just want to share how speciaL my tseb was .. ***

FROM EMO TO HiPHOP

hoho !! want to see the diff ?

anu kea mas bagay saken ? xDD


BEFORE ..



AFTER ..




maganda pa ren aqu kahet anu pah .. wahaha ..

ero mas maganda nua ren cguro nua iniwan qu

ang aking EMO Lyf .. kcii nde qu nua sasaktan

sariLi qu .. hoho !! no more LasLas moments ..

kung ayaw niLa di wag .. dame pah iba jan nuh !

utut niLa bLue .. dii cLa hahabuLin nan ganda qu ..

oha oha !! xDD

iTS TiME FOR A CHANGE

hmmm .. grabe nua itetch .. an tanda qu nua .. hmpft .. 7 months nua Lan 20 nua qu .. asar .. di nua qu teenager .. T_T ero ok Lan .. lyf being a teenager is good .. dami qu natutunan .. hehe .. cguro need qu nua magmature .. kasi up to now isip bata pah din aqu .. wahahahahaha .. ganun taLaga an Lyf ..

E-M-O .. yan daw aqu .. inde aman .. xDD super iyakin ever pero aLways smiLing pa din .. tnatago Lahat nan probLema sa Likod nan saya .. pag nagsosoLo kasama qu ang bestfrend qu at nag uusap kame nan braso at kamay qu .. xDD (in short bLade puh un) anu nga ba napapaLa qu pag nagsusugat aqu ? uhmmm .. ewan .. pero parang mejo nababawasan ung saket nua nararamdaman qu kapag nakakakita aqu nan dugo nua tumutuLo sa braso qu .. xD di aman LasLas tawag dun kasi di qu aman winawakasan ang buhay qu .. gusto qu Lan maramdaman nan katawan qu ung sakit nua nararamdaman nan puso qu .. baLik nua Lan aqu sa dating aqu .. ung tipong kunga ayaw mu wag mu .. di qu pagsisiksikan sariLi qu .. at ung if Loko qa mas Loko aqu .. uahahaha ..

aqu ? c christine joy bautista danao a.k.a sakura nua kiLaLang karirista sa audi .. =)) never daw nawaLan nan LaLake .. yan ang tingen niLa saken .. ero dun sa mga tunay nua nakakakiLaLa saken, aLam niLa Lahat nan saket nua nararamdaman qu .. Lahat nan probLemang pinagdadaanan qu .. uhmm ..

its time for a change .. maybe starting now i wont take reLationships so seriousLy .. magtitira aqu nan Love qu para sa sariLi qu .. kasi im aLways giving my 100% Love ee .. and no more emo Lyf .. uko nua sugatan an sariLi qu .. EMO daw aqu tapos mga Love qu nua song RNB .. san qa pa .. wahahahaha ..

Bastah un nua eun .. its time for a change !! oha oha ..