oct 12, 1989 .. my mom gave me birth ..
she is the reason why i was here ..
she is the reason i am Living ..
i was the first daughter and grand daughter on my father side ..
i was the baby of all at that time ..
so what i want is what i get ..
my mom was so proud of me, because when i was LittLe i was so active at school ..
so cLumsy and taLkative, she Loves me so much and i know that ..
there was a time that i get mad at her because of some serious probLem ..
but i already forgive her .. kahet na matigas uLo q at Lage aqng pinapagaLitan mahaL na mahaL co ang mama co .. pero dumating un tym na kasama q BF q .. plan q talaga umuwi nun kaso gabi, kung nde lng nalate ung bf q .. that time i was choosing .. pinapauwi na q ni mama nun at galet a galet na xa pero i stayed at my BF's side at nag over nyt with him at my friends house .. pati xa tineqx na ni mama pero inignore nia ren .. prang nun tym na un namiLi aq between my mom or my guy .. that time dun q nalaman na my cancer c mama .. nde ko alam kung sadyang manhid ba q or walang pakialam .. parang binaliwala q ung time na un na cnabi saken ni mama un .. she was worried about me tapos aq parang walang pakialam .. auko naman umalis sa tabi nan taong mahal q dahil minsan lng din kame magkasama .. at complicated din ung sitwasyon namen .. after dat night it was my other friend bday celebration at enchanted kingdom .. sumama kame nan mahal q then andun kapatid q at pinapauwi na q .. sabi q "sige uuwi aq after dis" kaso dat day nag overnught ulet kame sa haus nan frend q (with my bro na) kc nga bday .. cnulit na namen kahet galet na parents namen .. 2 days aqng nde umuwi sa bahay, pero parang di q pinagsisihan un dahil masaya naman aq (kc kasama q BF q ..xD) pagkauwe .. as usual, GROUNDED .. :)) at nde aq kinakausap nan both parents q at higit sa Lahat nde na q sinuportahan sa study nan tita q .. well .. that's my consequences ..
cguro un na ang biggest mistake na nagawa q sa mama q na nde q makakalimutan .. nung tym na sobrang nanghihina na cia at before xa namatay .. halos di aq natulog para alagaan xa dahil sobrang daming dugo na nalabas sa knia at aq ang naglilinis nun .. un na cguro ung huling pagseserve q saknia at kabayaran sa kasalanan q .. kung tutuusin kulang pa un para sa lahat ng nagawa q ..
i write this bLog nde para magmalake .. gusto q lng ishare ung pagkakamali q na sobrang pnagsisisihan q .. ngaun wala na mama q, andaming nagbagu .. xempre la ng nag aasikaso samen, la na kong kabiruan, la na kong nasasabhan nan secret, la na q kasama gumimik, la na q bestfrend ..
SORRY MAMA ! i LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! =c
